I'm just a girl lost in the world,
on the path of my discovery.
I HATE EVERYONE!
I ALWAYS FUCKING DO THIS!!!!?!??!!?!!!??!!!!!!
Driving down the highway straight,
Somehow- though I’m not seeing lanes.
I’m feeling nauseous from the shaking of the wheel beneath my hand,
On a steady path home,
Racing to the drum in my chest.
Aaannnnnddd….This bad is so bad, Wish it was straight up Flying Lotus……
I miss you.
My every thought is filled with you everyday.
Today’s a new day.
You smiled at me,even if for a brief moment.
You liked me for a second until you could take it back,
and in that there, is some hope.
I can turn this around.
Learn, and grow.
Stop making the same mistakes.
You’ve been trying,
But today just leap forward.
Love, love, love.
And love some more.
Don’t stop and don’t give up.
I will show you I can love you better than anyone. I know I can. I will.
I’ve slept it all away,
But now I’m awake.
and I’m starving, laying asleep next to you.
Wishing i had the nerve to roll over and pull you into.
Just laying there awake, feeling, imagining your every move with my eyes closed.
I hate everyone,
And I hate myself.
I hate how hurt you are.
I hate hurting you. I love you so much I could runaway from you bc of how fragile you are, how much I ruin things for you. I should just stay away. But I love you so much I’d do anything just to keep you. Just to build your confidence, to show you I support you. All I ever worry is about you. But I fuck up in all the wrong ways. Is that selfish? Am I really that bad. I just wanna please you. I just want you to forgive me. I just want you to look past it. I just want you to stop looking at me in the bad ways you do